Oh. You touch my tralala.
Mmmmm. My ding ding dong.

March 27, 2009
The "best day" of my life. sarcasm. that day was months ago.. Dont know why someone keep showing up in my mind. :( I cant seem to focus on anything. All the time, it just seems everything in my life revolves around that person. Spencer, wake up. Time to start preparing for your O levels. stop thinking of anything, except your studies and God. Have you ever wondered why are we here? What's our purpose here? I wish I could just go meet God sooner. God, please. I beg you. Take me away.

the whole day, i had the song leaving by the starting line up stuck in my head. Please dont leave me without saying goodbye~ Its really nice. Wonderful lyrics.

[I am the wine, you are the branches. Whoever remains in me and I in him will bear much fruit, because without me you can do anything. John 15:5] How true. We are nothing without God. But still, many people fail to see that they need God. Is that our purpose here? To spread the gospel?

Today, I feel inspired. I thought about setting up an orhpanage for kids. Providing them education and lodging till they are old enough. Of course not being there all the time, I will get a local to run it and probably visit whenever I can. Im not sure. Haha. Maybe im dreaming. Dreaming is free. But most likely, it should be in Asia... or somewhere near Europe. At the same time, I can reach out to them, with God's help. That will be wonderful.

Oh well. In the end, dreams may never be true.


A thousand balls. I have few.
You have none.