Oh. You touch my tralala.
Mmmmm. My ding ding dong.

May 31, 2009
There she was. again. On the other side. She looked really glad listening. When will I ever get a chance to talk to her face to face and spend time with her? As I was walking past her, she didn't notice. I pretended as though I couldn't be bothered. I was so near, yet so far. I couldn't help but think of her as I made my way out of the door. And just left the place quietly. It was drizzling. But who cares. I just wanted to reach home quickly.

It's time for a change. I'm going to shut everything out, staying oblivious to my surroundings and everything else. Time for studies to come first.

I dont like
mingling with people.

May 29, 2009
If only it was mutual. I mean, I hope it's mutual. I really wish we could grab the stars together while sitting on the moon together. Just you and me. And no one else.

I better concentrate on my examinations.

It's time to work hard. I wasted much time before. It's either now or never. Chinese is something I really hope that I will be able to do well. At least a distinction. Hope. Better not hope and start working hard. Left 2 days. Miracles do happen.


They do.

May 28, 2009
Flip Flop. My slippers were singing all the way as I made my way to tuition centre today. Late as usual. However, it was a really funny lesson! My teacher actually said something, and there was just such a huge commotion about it. Hilarous.

Failed attempts at our second cover. Looks like we have to redo again.

There is just this trap there I'm so afraid of falling into. A trap set by you. Please dont make me stumble and fall into it. It isn't the time for anything now. I cannot imagine getting crazy, emotional and just so involved again. But, maybe it is really fate to fall into that trap.

May 14, 2009
Now let me look back at the past weeks. Midyear exams. Every paper seems so difficult. But I still managed to finish them. I have to work harder than before, way way much harder. I'm so tired.

Another thing in mind.

I dont want to see people sad. Is there nothing that can really make them happpy? cheerful?
Maybe cause they are always involved in things that saddens them and this results in them, unable to get out of this "angry" cycle. Where are their friends? Friends can cheer them up right? Or they cant?

I love to observe things around me, surrounding me, going on. It's amazing that people can act as strangers and as if they do not know anyone when they see people they know. Walking past them as though they were never part of their lives at a certain point. Not even a small part like, maybe saying hi? It's really interesting. Friends drifting apart, because of things said and done. Misunderstandings. Or maybe it's just character of both parties? Thinking too much of what was done and the increase in "bad" feelings for the other party. Friendships can really take a long time to build. But all this can just be taken away or destroyed in the matter of seconds. When was the last time you had a good time with your friends? Really. The time you guys actually enjoyed. As in, really enjoyed! Not just smiling, feeling it. Human beings are made in such a way that we have to be with others or else we will feel lonely, sad, all those negative feelings. I hope everyone will be able to maintain good relationships. Lost friendships? Find a way to get them back. No matter how hard you try, it's worth it.



This is really a blog for me to blabber on and on~

May 13, 2009
What a great day! Morning took phyics paper 1 and then chinese listening comprehension. After that, went to Leonard's house for some time. We made 2 covers. Check yes juliet and Secret Valentine. :D haha. It was quite horrible. I dont know. Having tuition later. Gosh. I'm tired.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XlVAVhK7HFI

May 11, 2009
Yesterday some people just told me something. Hmm. I'm a bit shocked. Maybe a little sad. But I will get over it. There will be a way to get out of this mess.


A thousand balls. I have few.
You have none.